why can't i sleep like this?
past few weeks have been very
difficult to sleep.
my eyes are heavy and i know
i'm tired...my mind is wrestless
and full.
shut off mind!
i need beauty rest!!
posting part 16 tomorrow or monday,
needed to rest from thinking
of time that is gone.
the sprouts have been full of questions
and supposed solutions...
"mom...do we have a babysitter this weekend?"
"no"
"if you don't get a babysitter how will
you ever get a date?" :/
"mom...when i go to daddy's house i'm going to find his
'marry card' (temple recommend) and bring it home to give to you".
"that isn't how it works" :/
"mom...when i grow up i will look for valerie
(ko's gf, she moved far away with no forwarding information)
and if i can't find her i won't
get another girlfriend and never
get married."
"really? you won't want to try and like
other girls?" :/
"no one will ever be as pretty as valerie".
"like...momma, i like u a lil bit...."
(eef's new way of being funny
as he's giving me the look of
'is she buying this?')
:/
"like...i have to sleep in ur room
cuz the spikeyman (woolverine which
he has not seen) (?) is in
my room"
:/
"like...how many more
minutes til howoween"
minutes? :/